got the flu

This days I've been feeling super lazy, maybe because I got the flu. I felt like watching TV shows in bed while eating...wow that sounds like a fat girl, but I'm not, I'm 48 kilos... means no fat! I feel confusing about my weight, sometimes I look myself in the mirror and I found me disgustingly skinny and sometimes I look my belly and it looks like I'm pregnant, but I am not. One thing is for sure this fuc### society has screwed up my head. So backing to the flu. That didn't stop me to go out on Saturday night I went to a bar with my friend Tanzina, had a great time but got tired early and decided to go back to bed around 11.30... hey pretty good for a sick person.
On the other hand I've been working on my portfolio, for the first time in my life I'm able to view a whole collection on my head. I got to much ideas. Cant wait to put some color on my sketches (I am able to say I got some inspiration on the catching fire movie and the divergent movie) but cant really show my ideas on a blog. After all... ideas means money. The reason Im so happy is because for the first time on my life I can say I found some designs that actually represents me, I feel proud.
I'm still looking for an extra job. This season is hard, I thought it was just me but my friend Maz has the same problem. Is start to get cold my Melb so I will need some warm jacket... well I have but it not for rain and has no hood.
I've been bit lazy as I told before so no writing this week, I am writing a novel about a group of young unemployed people. Well until the next time...XOXO  -A-

Here again!

I am here again. I didn't write not because I'm lazy (which is also a truth) but because I was without my laptop! I' ve been trough a lot... not in the mood to write about it... but quickly recap: break up, living in Mel again, new job, new house.... basically new life. So this year I'm going to take it to my future, u know I never really thought about my future for more than 2 days in a road. Kinda I was living in the moment and then... who cares. Well... I care now. So I want to be a designer, I began my studies for a reason (then loss track) now I want to be back on track.
Melbourne felt awful the first days because my jet  lag... I feel emotionally weak every time. But my friends were with me and that always helps. Sooo.... I'll be updating this more often for sure! c' ya. xoxo A-